The first semester results are finally out, and I can finally breathe again. These past few days have been nothing short of nerve-wracking. You know that feeling when you’re so anxious that you can’t eat properly or sleep soundly? Yeah, that was me. “Makan tak tenang, tidur tak lena”—as we say in Malay. My mind kept replaying every exam, every assignment, and every moment where I thought, Did I do enough?
To make things even more stressful, I have a full scholarship with a strict benchmark: a minimum GPA of 3.30 every semester. The pressure was real. What if I didn’t meet the requirement? What if I let myself—and everyone who believed in me—down? The thought alone was enough to keep me up at night. But guess what? The results are in, and thank God, I didn’t fail. In fact, I did better than I expected.
Dean’s List and the Sweet Taste of Relief
I made it to the Dean’s List—or DEKAN, as we slangily call it here. Honestly, I’m still processing the news. All that stress, all those late-night study sessions, and all the moments of self-doubt… they were worth it. Seeing my name on that list felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
But here’s the thing: while I’m proud of what I’ve achieved, I know I could’ve done better. Business isn’t exactly my passion, and let’s be real—I hate it. But I pushed through, and now I’m one step closer to that “Selempang Pink” (a UiTM thing, y’all know what I’m talking about). As long as I maintain this GPA, I’ll be walking across that stage with a pink sash draped over my shoulder, and that’s a goal worth fighting for.
Reflecting on the Journey: Lessons Learned
Looking back, this semester taught me a lot—about resilience, time management, and the importance of staying focused. But it also showed me where I fell short. I’ll admit it: I goofed around more than I should have. There were moments when I procrastinated, when I let distractions get the better of me, and when I didn’t give my 100%. And while I’m happy with my results, I know I have the potential to do even better.
Locking In: A New Mindset for the Next Semester
Starting next semester, it’s time to lock in. No more goofing around. No more half-hearted efforts. I’m coming back stronger, more focused, and ready to crush it. I’ve already started thinking about my strategy—how I’ll manage my time, stay disciplined, and tackle the challenges ahead. And don’t worry, I’ll be sharing my game plan in an upcoming post. Stay tuned for that!
Final Thoughts: Gratitude and Determination
For now, I’m just grateful. Grateful for the opportunity to study, for the support system that kept me going, and for the chance to prove myself. Making the Dean’s List is a milestone, but it’s not the finish line. There’s still a long way to go, and I’m ready to put in the work.
To anyone else out there who’s feeling the pressure—whether it’s exams, scholarships, or just life in general—remember this: You’re stronger than you think. The road might be tough, but every step forward is a victory. Keep pushing, keep believing, and don’t forget to celebrate your wins, no matter how small they seem.
What’s Your Story?
What about you? How did your first semester go? Are you celebrating a win, or are you gearing up for a comeback? Share your thoughts and experiences through email. I’d love to hear from you!